I have been MIA for a while. Things are hectic and crazy but somehow getting back to the norm. Jack will be 9 on Friday. Carmen is in between living here and at RC and Lenda's. I just turned 30 last week, and it was not that big of a deal! I survived. I am working now- for AT&T. I really am in enjoying it. It finally gives me some adult interaction that I need so dearly, and the boys love going to summer camp at our church.
I have changed alot in the past six months- I can feel it both emotionally and mentally. Which has had its ups and its downs, I will be the first to admit. I think I am finally realizing who I am and accepting myself that way. I am learning to accept others more, and try to change them less. Which is NOT EASY FOR ME!! I have always tried to "fix" everyone, instead of just accept them as they are. I will be the first to admit that!! But I am happy to say I finally feel like a grown up. I like 30.
Our computer has been a crazy train wreck for a while, so I haven't uploaded new photos in a while, but I will. There is so much more other things I would like to share, but I in the middle of cleaning out my closet and doing laundry- so my stories will have to wait. For now, have a great afternoon!!!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Mom- your age is showing...
Conversation with Garrett over the weekend:
Garrett: "Mom, how old are you?"
Me: " I will be 30 very soon."
10-15 minutes later........
Garrett: "Mom, what was the name of the boat in the bible that came when it flooded?"
Me: "The Ark, baby. Noah's Ark"
Garrett looks at me, with a look like he was about to say something he KNOWS he shouldn't, and says....
"Were you on it?"
Gotta love those boys......
Garrett: "Mom, how old are you?"
Me: " I will be 30 very soon."
10-15 minutes later........
Garrett: "Mom, what was the name of the boat in the bible that came when it flooded?"
Me: "The Ark, baby. Noah's Ark"
Garrett looks at me, with a look like he was about to say something he KNOWS he shouldn't, and says....
"Were you on it?"
Gotta love those boys......
Friday, February 6, 2009
The CRAZINESS!
Things at the Haupt House have been, well, crazy. In a good way though. We are all adjusting to our new addition and we are having a lot of fun. All 3 kiddos are playing soccer so this should make for an interesting season. Jack is doing much better in school- a couple of road blocks but he is catching back up and we are so proud of him. Last week Garrett received the Mystery Student of the week for his class- I was so proud and I just happened to be there when they called his name. They were having their birthday celebration- and it was for Nov, Dec, and Jan. So I went to eat cake and ice cream and help with the party. It was priceless to see his expression when they called his name over the loudspeaker. I was a very proud mommy!
I am on a new mission- to lose weight! I have got to do it. I have been saying it for years, and this time I think I might actually stick with it. I have been running on the treadmill everyday, and even though I am sore, I can already tell that it is worth it. Not just with the weight, but my energy level as well. I am hoping to lose 25lbs by June..Not impossible right?! :) Any tips would be greatly appreciated! I am exercising, trying to make better food decisions, and drinking lots of water- Anything else?
Well, it's Friday afternoon and the kids will be here in 3 hours- I need to take advantage of this time to get some things done around the house. We have a full weekend ahead of us- Jason and I are planning to go to dinner tonight, tomorrow we have Soccer registration and a birthday party. Then tomorrow night we are having some neighbors over for dinner. Hopefully Sunday will be a "chill" day where we can do Church and then come home and just hang out. We'll see. Hope everyone has a great weekend!
I am on a new mission- to lose weight! I have got to do it. I have been saying it for years, and this time I think I might actually stick with it. I have been running on the treadmill everyday, and even though I am sore, I can already tell that it is worth it. Not just with the weight, but my energy level as well. I am hoping to lose 25lbs by June..Not impossible right?! :) Any tips would be greatly appreciated! I am exercising, trying to make better food decisions, and drinking lots of water- Anything else?
Well, it's Friday afternoon and the kids will be here in 3 hours- I need to take advantage of this time to get some things done around the house. We have a full weekend ahead of us- Jason and I are planning to go to dinner tonight, tomorrow we have Soccer registration and a birthday party. Then tomorrow night we are having some neighbors over for dinner. Hopefully Sunday will be a "chill" day where we can do Church and then come home and just hang out. We'll see. Hope everyone has a great weekend!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Playing Catch up
This last month we have been super busy, and I haven't kept up with my blog. I have so many pictures from things we have done that I just haven't made time to post. Here are just a few of the things that have gone on in our lives lately:
100th day of school
Carmen and Garrett had to count out 100 things to take to school for the big celebration. They decided they would count Cheerios.
Crafts
It has been so cold lately that we haven't been able to play outside much. And now with 3 kids to entertain, I had to quickly come up with things to do. I found this craft kit that I thought they would enjoy.
Daddy even helped!
Chuck E Cheese
I am not a fan of Chuck E Cheese, but it is where they insisted we go. It actually wasn't too bad. Not too crowded, and they were able to play a lot of the games.
Little Jason:)
Little Misti :)
A playdate with Jamie and her crew
This day was eventful to say the least. My very best friend Jamie was coming over to let the kids play, and so her and I could hang out. She had brought one of little girls friends over too. All in all, there were 7 kids. We had hot dogs and tater tots, and sat the kids out on the patio since it was such a nice day out. Jamie goes in and starts changing Bear's diaper.Just as they were all seated, someone starts yelling that ***** is throwing up (I am leaving out names so I won't embarrass anybody). Ok. I can handle this. I thought for sure, it would just be a little. No. There was an EXPLOSION on the back porch. God Love her. Jamie is yelling "Misti, I don't handle puke, I just can't do it!", and about that time Bear tee-tee's all over Jamie, the couch and himself. And he just smiles. SO- I run in to get a tea pitcher full of water to get this stuff off the porch. No need to though- Harley is eating it. ****** runs off the porch and pukes under the swing. Not the same one that did it before, but another one. Jamie takes ****** home and I am left there with 6 kids. 2 of the neighbors come over. Now I have 8 kids. Jamie has to pull over while taking ***** home because she has to puke again and Mr. D will kill Jamie if there was puke in the car........
When she finally gets back, it is about 6:00, so they have about 30 minutes before they need to head home. We finally sit down for a minute to chat, and just laugh. Who would have ever thought 25 years ago when we became friends, that THIS would be one of our days together? :)
Instant Love!
Garrett and Timber
I should have taken a picture of Lake and Garrett to show them years from now when their "love" was new. Lake and her Bean Boy............And Jackson is crazy about Timber. Jamie- I think we are in trouble!!!!
So that is what has been going on with our lives. Things have calmed down now that the kids are back in school. They are all 3 starting soccer next month so that will be exciting. I am getting the house organized and staying busy with 3 kids. Things get crazy, but I wouldn't have it any other way...............:)
A tea party and runny cupcakes...
A couple weekends ago, All the boys went to the hunting club. Carmen and I decided that we would have a tea party and make some cupcakes. Meme had bought her a cupcake machine at Christmas, and so we thought we would try it out. We invited Meme and Aunt Carla to our slumber/tea party and then afterwards we watched Mamma Mia and ate popcorn. We had SO much fun. Carmen was such a little character and talked in her very best British accent. Julia Child herself was teaching Carmen how to hold her little pinky up and the "proper" way to hold your saucer.
We laughed until we cried!! The tea party was a huge success and such good bonding time for ALL of us girls.
The cupcakes, however, didn't turn out as well. Aunt Carla helped her, but they just weren't working out!They were runny, but being the brave soul that she is, Carmen ate them. She said they were good!
Her Wink of Approval...
The movie started and within minutes Carmen was out. She had partied the night away! We enjoyed it so much, and I am so glad that we were all able to spend this priceless time together.
A Happy Girl :)
Monday, January 26, 2009
Changes
Throughout our marriage, we have seen a lot of changes. We've lived in 4 different places. I have worked, and not worked. When the boys were little, there were days that I wanted to "change" and go back to work. Then there were days that I couldn't imagine doing anything else but being home with my babies. We have been happy and sad. Life threw us a big change recently. I shouldn't really say life- I think it was all in God's plan. You see, I have ALWAYS dreamed of us having a daughter. We had our two boys, but I felt like there was just a void. As they have gotten older, the ache in my heart for a little girl just got worse. I have begged and pleaded with Jason for us to please try again, but he just wouldn't budge. One week it was yes, the next week it was no, the next week he'd say that maybe we could adopt one "one day". CHANGES. I had really started to feel like it was never going to happen. Jason has always given me everything I wanted and a lot more that I deserved, so I just kept praying and praying that God would change his mind. That God would give me my girl.
This past Christmas was one of the craziest, unorganized, chaotic Christmases that I have ever had. It was also the most precious. Through circumstances that I will not mention, we had our niece, Carmen with us over the holidays. She was with us on Christmas morning. At 2:00 am all 3 of them were up to see what Santa had brought- just as Jason and I were heading to bed. They all laughed and giggled and shared toys and it was so precious. She looked over at us and told Jason and I that she was going to put her toys in her "room". We quickly realized that we needed to make a home for this little girl. She knew and we knew. She adopted us. We didn't take her, force her, or persuade her into wanting to stay with us. She CHOSE us. The next few days were not easy to say the least. The kids were all doing well and didn't even realize the extent of what we were going through. On December 31st at 3:50 we received temporary custody of Carmen.
This post is not to tell details of all the legal things. I just feel it in my heart to let you guys know what we are all going through. I have cried, and prayed, and cried some more. I have been through more in the past month, than I have been through the ENTIRE time Jason and I have been married. Nothing compares to this. Our family has dealt with hate, fear, laughter and pain all at the same time. I can't see our family ever being the same. Good and bad. The circumstances just won't allow it. I am trying so hard to stay strong. But I know what I am up against. I made a promise to a little girl that I would keep her safe. That she wouldn't ever have to leave again. Can I really keep that promise? God only knows. But I know that we will do everything in our power to fight to keep her. Not for the sake of us-for her. She will never be my daughter. She will never call me mom. She has a mom. I did not give birth to her, but I promise that within the last month I have loved her just as she was my own. We have laughed together, cried together, and argued about how to fix her hair. She has filled my void through and through. And I have filled hers. She told me for the first time on her own a week ago that she loved me. This little girl finally trusts me. And I don't know if I can keep my promise. I will hold up on my end of the deal, but I can't control what happens. It hurts my soul. DEEP down in my soul.
I have been accused of only doing this to have a daughter. That is absolutely not true. This child has been through more in her little life than most people go through in a lifetime. It wouldn't matter if it were a boy or a girl, I would do this. SHE said to us that she wanted to be here. I didn't forcefully take anyone's child. I have protected her. I have been called names, threatened, yelled at, cussed at, and talked to like no person that your son and brother loves should ever be talked to. I think we can all agree that this wasn't my idea of having a daughter. It just wasn't in God's plan for me. And I finally accept it now. I know- I KNOW IN MY HEART that I am supposed to do this. I pretend to be so tough on the outside. But it hurts to be hated so much by people that I want to love me so much. It's killing me. It's causing problems with our marriage. And I can't allow it to happen but I just don't know what to do. I feel God just pushing and telling me to keep on. That it is all gonna be ok.
I went alot deeper into this than I ever intended to. But I needed to let it out. Let it GO. Cause it has built up and I am scared. I am scared to let a little girl down, I am scared to lose my husband, and I am scared to lose me. Because its breaking me. Not Carmen, just all that has come along with just trying to help this little girl. So will you please say a prayer for us? For Carmen? Pray that whatever is meant to be, will be? And that God with give Jason and I strength to not let this break us. We love each other very much, and I now know that the devil will intervene when you least expect him. That's what we are up against right now.
Love to all,
Misti
This past Christmas was one of the craziest, unorganized, chaotic Christmases that I have ever had. It was also the most precious. Through circumstances that I will not mention, we had our niece, Carmen with us over the holidays. She was with us on Christmas morning. At 2:00 am all 3 of them were up to see what Santa had brought- just as Jason and I were heading to bed. They all laughed and giggled and shared toys and it was so precious. She looked over at us and told Jason and I that she was going to put her toys in her "room". We quickly realized that we needed to make a home for this little girl. She knew and we knew. She adopted us. We didn't take her, force her, or persuade her into wanting to stay with us. She CHOSE us. The next few days were not easy to say the least. The kids were all doing well and didn't even realize the extent of what we were going through. On December 31st at 3:50 we received temporary custody of Carmen.
This post is not to tell details of all the legal things. I just feel it in my heart to let you guys know what we are all going through. I have cried, and prayed, and cried some more. I have been through more in the past month, than I have been through the ENTIRE time Jason and I have been married. Nothing compares to this. Our family has dealt with hate, fear, laughter and pain all at the same time. I can't see our family ever being the same. Good and bad. The circumstances just won't allow it. I am trying so hard to stay strong. But I know what I am up against. I made a promise to a little girl that I would keep her safe. That she wouldn't ever have to leave again. Can I really keep that promise? God only knows. But I know that we will do everything in our power to fight to keep her. Not for the sake of us-for her. She will never be my daughter. She will never call me mom. She has a mom. I did not give birth to her, but I promise that within the last month I have loved her just as she was my own. We have laughed together, cried together, and argued about how to fix her hair. She has filled my void through and through. And I have filled hers. She told me for the first time on her own a week ago that she loved me. This little girl finally trusts me. And I don't know if I can keep my promise. I will hold up on my end of the deal, but I can't control what happens. It hurts my soul. DEEP down in my soul.
I have been accused of only doing this to have a daughter. That is absolutely not true. This child has been through more in her little life than most people go through in a lifetime. It wouldn't matter if it were a boy or a girl, I would do this. SHE said to us that she wanted to be here. I didn't forcefully take anyone's child. I have protected her. I have been called names, threatened, yelled at, cussed at, and talked to like no person that your son and brother loves should ever be talked to. I think we can all agree that this wasn't my idea of having a daughter. It just wasn't in God's plan for me. And I finally accept it now. I know- I KNOW IN MY HEART that I am supposed to do this. I pretend to be so tough on the outside. But it hurts to be hated so much by people that I want to love me so much. It's killing me. It's causing problems with our marriage. And I can't allow it to happen but I just don't know what to do. I feel God just pushing and telling me to keep on. That it is all gonna be ok.
I went alot deeper into this than I ever intended to. But I needed to let it out. Let it GO. Cause it has built up and I am scared. I am scared to let a little girl down, I am scared to lose my husband, and I am scared to lose me. Because its breaking me. Not Carmen, just all that has come along with just trying to help this little girl. So will you please say a prayer for us? For Carmen? Pray that whatever is meant to be, will be? And that God with give Jason and I strength to not let this break us. We love each other very much, and I now know that the devil will intervene when you least expect him. That's what we are up against right now.
Love to all,
Misti
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